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PRISON~Prison littlebabydemon
Falling further Pain driving me to my knees Trapped inside myself Hands are trembling I cannot get out They can’t see I won’t let them see I can’t move If I do, I’d throw myself across the room Crying, in a whisper: “Mea Culpa, mea culpa.” I’m not worth it I’m not lovely, or naive, or innocent I am not who I say I am
Will I ever be who they expect me to be? Wondering why I’m bleeding Why it won’t stop I can’t talk Silence screams and I put my hands to my ears I don’t want to hear them cr PRISON
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~JCRiddler

spasming pain...not good!

Mon Jan 31, 2005, 7:06 PM

I have lifted way too many things today. Then again I finished prepping a canvas and will be ready as a formula 1 race car to get back to the gallery and finish Eve. Eve is my first canvas, which is going to hang proudly on my wall. I will get you all a viewing as soon as possible. Oil painting is lovely but it takes sooo long to dry. Can't wait to get my birthday money and buy MORE canvases. I see a frenzy coming on...

Meanwhile, I think I might have put my back out and I KNOW I broke two toes on my left foot. Which is perfect because I have to WALK to the gallery tomorrow. Completely lovely. Oh well...whats a masochist to do, eh? Am continuing to pray for my ex-fiance. I think he is starting to get the point that Jesus wants an INTIMATE relationship not a boring monotanous (sp?) and superficial aquaintance. He is still so far away but as a sister in Christ I feel he is finally melting a bit of the ice. I just hate having to give it up. I don't want to and it hurts. God has his plans and I accept them I just wish that I hadn't gotten my heart so involved this time round.

Cheerios!
Angel

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~JCRiddler Dec 8, 2005, 1:54:44 PM

Merry Christmas!!!

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~JCRiddler Mar 10, 2005, 3:50:43 AM

thanks for the fav

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~JCRiddler Jan 26, 2005, 7:45:53 AM

HI THERE

welcome

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~Littlebabydemon Jan 30, 2005, 2:30:57 PM

*shy smile*

Hi! *waves*

Just so you know, I am a masochist and most of my poetry or prose has to do with that. It is thankfully a part of my past. Please don't make fun of me, you are a person I respect. I just wanted to warn you in case you find it offensive, cruel or unusual. *smiles* I also write about how I have been saved, from death...literally. Now I walk a different path. I hope you understand.

sincerely,
angel

~JCRiddler Feb 6, 2005, 5:13:26 PM

hehee i more than understand... and you can't cut grass shorter than the hight of the mower's wheels... and therefor...
hitting someone for their shortcomings... never makes them grow
and hence... i understand